Friday, August 27, 2010
My sons first home
It makes u feel ur age when ur son moves into his first new home. I say home as it is a trailer in Twin Lakes along with about a 1000 other people. 254 homes. Actually we refer to it as twin ponds. Or the Twin Pond de Rosa. When I sold my house i got the divorce 1/3, I have spent my 1/3 and my son receives his inheritance of 1/3. With the money he has bought a 3 bedroom trailer with one bath. THe rent of the land is expensive over $300 but I am storing my things so I am giving him $50.00 a month. I will be leaving my storage area which cost $125.00 a month. Anyway it is most emotional now I visit my sons home. He has lived here over 21 years and now he and his girl are having there own place while I head back to Africa.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Dead Cat
I must relay to u a bit of humor. I broke my back and ribs in a fall July 19th 2006. After 5 weeks in intensive care and the hospital I went to therapy in another hospital. I kept smelling something like a dead cat. Well they immediately sent for the psychatrist. After a nice chat I was declared sane. But the smell persisted. In the hospital I had a huge bedsore on my butt which was two inches deep. After many weeks at home I was sent to a surgeon. Who cleaned the wound out and put some strong ointment in the wound. AS i related to the surgeon what had happened he laughed and laughed. The bed sore was eating my flesh in my butt and the smell was the dead skin. So even in the hospital they could not figure it out. But because of this I met the chaplin a wonderful lady who let me cry with her. It was at least 6 months before I could stop crying. Every little thing made me cry. Walking side by side with death really tires u out.
Mr.Dana Lee Kimball
Mr.Dana Lee Kimball
Thursday, August 19, 2010
superman
I heard the other day a radio program from NPR radio about what kind of superpower they would like.One woman wanted to be invisible and steal cashmere sweaters. Am I so out of touch that this American society is so fragile that there is no depth to people. Anyway I thought about it and in five minutes came up with the power i would have. Very very simple. To know the truth. In every situation to know what is real. How much time we waste on false beliefs. Does she love me? Is that offer really valid. I would hire myself out to presidents. Maybe the UN. Just think of the wars to be stopped the women to be vanished from your life. Are u after money? I can go on for a long time with questions. How effective I would have been in my life if I would have known the truth about every relationship. Every employer were his promises real. Maybe I seem to naive as I believe everyone. I don't need to lie. The things I have done can't be made better by lying about it. I test myself every day as to whether i know the truth. Nothing seems more important. I am a programmer and to be successful u have to be truthful. You have to root out every misconception until finally the truth is the program. I am the most successful programmer I have ever known. I have know hundreds from the top companies of the world. And if I find a programmer better than me I will sit at his feet and learn everything I can from him. And along the way I have absorbed so much from others. Have I ever know any good women programmers? In reality no because they are to emotional. I knew one she was pretty good but one day my account was suspended as she took it upon herself to talk to my boss that i was using special access. The truth was it was a weekend and I had to finish something and i got special access to do it. So even though she was good she couldn't do it the right way. There are a lot of deceitful programmers. And I have suffered from them. Back to the beginning if only I had known the truth. I don't know everything but I want to know everything as the years have passed I find my goals becoming clearer everyday. I love helping people I am third generation helper. And I hate liars. I can stand a stupid person if he does not lie. But even the smartest man in the world has no value if he is a liar. Am I alone in this world? Is this all a dream? I have worked 45 years as a programmer. Yet I have not had one comment from my blog. Why?
Surely it does not matter. But it would be nice to solve a few problems with my fellow men. Here in USA it is all about getting more money. In the third world it is about getting enough money to eat. A woman selling her body to feed her children. But the reality is the world has changed. The disparities will eventually go away. Why because of the internet. And in the future I will not be alone as other travelers will wander into Africa and find the loveliest creatures on earth waiting there for you. I am the luckiest man on earth because I enjoy what I have.
Well that is my essay on super powers any one care to pick up the baton and answer here.
Surely it does not matter. But it would be nice to solve a few problems with my fellow men. Here in USA it is all about getting more money. In the third world it is about getting enough money to eat. A woman selling her body to feed her children. But the reality is the world has changed. The disparities will eventually go away. Why because of the internet. And in the future I will not be alone as other travelers will wander into Africa and find the loveliest creatures on earth waiting there for you. I am the luckiest man on earth because I enjoy what I have.
Well that is my essay on super powers any one care to pick up the baton and answer here.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Going Home
I bought my ticket home.jfk to bru, bru eeb, eeb nbo,nbo kis. Two new countries Belgium and Uganda. I miss my family.
Here some one stole $5,000 and a bracelet worth over $1,000. So the reverse mortgage fell away. So going home i miss my wives and babies so much. I am working to get rid of 75 tv's and it is very dangerous. The floor is collapsing the roof is caving in and there is poison ivy. Everyday i come away bleeding, sweating and swearing. But
I struggle on. And in
Kenya r my wives and children waiting.
Here some one stole $5,000 and a bracelet worth over $1,000. So the reverse mortgage fell away. So going home i miss my wives and babies so much. I am working to get rid of 75 tv's and it is very dangerous. The floor is collapsing the roof is caving in and there is poison ivy. Everyday i come away bleeding, sweating and swearing. But
I struggle on. And in
Kenya r my wives and children waiting.
Friday, August 6, 2010
Mathematicians view point
Most people have emotional attachments to ideas. At a certain point they feel any criticism of your theory is a criticism of you. But a theory is just a theory whose only purpose is to explain things and project into the future. Theories are born and die with amazing frequency from the Flat Earth to Newtons theories, Einstein, String theory and on and on. Each new theory explaining facts which contradict the old theory. This is called efficacy. In other words how effective is the theory. Newtons theory may work 99.99% of the time but when you get close to a large body like the sun it doesn't work and so we up the theory ladder to Einsteins theory of Relativity and then ... So ease of of the self blame and enjoy. Help build the next theory. I know everyone wants to ask if there is a GOD. To me it doesn't matter. I will live my life by those rules I feel are correct and GOD or no GOD I will still live the same. And nobody knows GOD so they make up all sorts of crap and say GOD thinks this and that. Like you really know. So just be you.
Angels
What are angels? Angels are beings from a higher dimension who on occasion step in and help us. But they are very sticky about one thing. If you don't try they will not help you. When you are about to collapse and take your final step they will be there helping you to get up and try again. There help is limited just enough to keep you going. And how do I know this? From personal experience. I observed these Angels. They always smile and ask if they can help you. They will not do for you what you are supposed to do but just help a little to keep you going. And some times you may be someone else's angel you never know. We now believe there are 11 dimensions. Try and wrap your mind around that. Everything is possible. Parallel worlds! Time travel! Multiple lives are trivial when you factor in 11 dimensions. Anyway just some thoughts from Dana Quijote world traveler and explorer.
Monroe Doctrine
Today as I was dumping my garbage I had a nice talk with one of the attendants there. I was taking about my history and the we talked about politics and he complained about Obama and i said I had a solution for immigration. In Mexico the death count is around 23,000 people. And many thousands in the USA. The government of Mexico is about to collapse. In Iraq over 100,000 civilians have died and we intervened there. In the interest of world peace the US should send troops to Mexico to stabilize the country invoking the Monroe Doctrine. Then Mexico will be declared a US territory and its citizens given the right to become the 51st state. So all those illegal Mexicans are now US citizens. So now where is the immigration problem. 57% of illegal immigrants are Mexican and if given the opportunity most would return home. So two new senators.Maybe we make 3 states i don't know. My x wife was from Peru and I lived with her 23 years.They are good people and have added to our culture giving new vitality which has been the US history since its beginning. Eventually in the next 100 years all of north america will become the true United States of America. Why should innocent people die? Maybe someday the style of Theodore Roosevelt will return. Speak softly and carry a big stick.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Wayne Dyers Affirmation in Excuses be gone
I have the ability to accomplish any task i set my mind to do with ease and comfort.
Being myself involves no risk.It is my ultimate truth and i live fearlessly.
I have infinite patients when it comes to fullfiling my destiny.
I'd rather be loathed for who i am rather than loved for who i am not
I am connected to an unlimited source of abundance
The right circumstances and the right pepole are already here and will show up on time.
I am open and willing to attract all i desire begining here and now.
I have access to unlimited assistance. My strength comes from my connection to my source.
I am the creation of the devine mind, all is perfect.I am a genius.
I am an infinite being. The age of my body has no bearing on what i do or who i am.
I live my life according to divine rules.
I think about what i can do now by thinking small I accomplish great things.
I feel passionately about my life and this passion fills my life with excitment and energy
I live in the present moment being grateful for all my lifes experiences
As I walk in the light of my destiny all elses falls away
I can accomplish anything because I am not alone and the angels are there when I need them
http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=wayne+dyer+excuses+begone&aq=0
Being myself involves no risk.It is my ultimate truth and i live fearlessly.
I have infinite patients when it comes to fullfiling my destiny.
I'd rather be loathed for who i am rather than loved for who i am not
I am connected to an unlimited source of abundance
The right circumstances and the right pepole are already here and will show up on time.
I am open and willing to attract all i desire begining here and now.
I have access to unlimited assistance. My strength comes from my connection to my source.
I am the creation of the devine mind, all is perfect.I am a genius.
I am an infinite being. The age of my body has no bearing on what i do or who i am.
I live my life according to divine rules.
I think about what i can do now by thinking small I accomplish great things.
I feel passionately about my life and this passion fills my life with excitment and energy
I live in the present moment being grateful for all my lifes experiences
As I walk in the light of my destiny all elses falls away
I can accomplish anything because I am not alone and the angels are there when I need them
http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=wayne+dyer+excuses+begone&aq=0
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