being totally blind

A long time ago specifically 1968 i was working in Rome New York with my first wife Sarah. In the course of our relationship i hypnotized her at least maybe more than 50 times. Anyway i discovered 5 past lives. And over the years i have wished to follow up on this. Now I am pursuing helping blind women. Information on the blind I.E. totally blind is costly. A single article in Scientific american cost $7.95 and other sources want up to $100 for a book. With my retirement and supporting my wives in Africa I have very few dollars left to pursue this. But recently I have a question about dreaming. One theory is that unless a person has achieved between 4-7 years as a sited person the dreams will be mainly acoustical with no visual information. Now if I put the two projects together. Will past lives all be of blind people. Or will past lives include sighted individuals. If as the researchers believe u must have had sight at an early age then past lives of totally blind people will also be of blind people. I am interested in the brain as far as memory and visual content. The amount of storage for visual memory is staggering but for auditory very small in comparison. So obviously in researching totally blind from birth allows us to collapse one variable ie the variable of vision in the mind. I have worked with several phds on a computer consulting bases at Johns Hopkins Wilmer eye institute and at Wills eye hospital. Not that it gives me any special insight except for advising my second wife Anne on how to proceed with her eye tumor. The advantage I have at this moment is two fold. One I am retired and I work for no one except myself. Advantage two is that I am now a Kenyan and the rules in Kenya r different than here. Not the official rules but the tribal rules. And I can hire a blind person to work for me at $75.00 a month. I would love to have at least 10 people work for me so I can research many things. Dr Robert Massof gave me the most cherished compliment I ever had. He called me the most creative person he had ever met.
Now u may want to equivocate on this but my past record I believe substantiates this. So I am writing here because I would like to have help financially. At this moment I have about $400.00 and I need $600 more to return to Africa. So if u know of someone who would like to contribute I would greatly appreciate it. I could go to any number of charities to seek help but as I thought about it I could feel the chains tightening around my neck. I am to say the least untamed. The way I think and do things is not in the mold of NGO's or Religious organizations. My main goal is to explore the unknown and to help those people who have no champion. I am through trying to force my way as in my whole life it has never worked that way. I am opening my arms to the Universe to let it happen if not I have many projects and many ideas enough to hire 10,000 people but no project in my mind is more noble than to help blind women of Kenya.
As ever I remain Dana Quijote