failure

Dear sir,

I am a failure. I can't keep a job. I have worked for over 50 different companies.(IBM, Johns Hopkins, air force, joint chiefs of staff) ...

I wrote a macro assembler for intel 8080 and the kid Bill Gates took the idea and did well so again i was failure. I am off to uganda to open a school for blind girls. Obviously i will fail at this. Before I leave you should invite me to lecture at your college so that others may learn how to be a failure also. I have never had a teacher tell me I would succeed  the only complement i cherish is dr massoff head of laboratory at wilmer eye institute of johns Hopkins who told me i was the most creative person he ever met. Soon i will disappear into the heart of Africa probably to die there. I am 69 years old i died about 5 years ago fell through the roof of my garage 8 ribs broken and also broken back., Anyway being a failure i have no money so you would have to send me expense money i understand
I am the antithesis of your school and don't believe  education is  done right. Please respond and tell me I am a failure so I can be motivated.

Namaste

Life

Recently i have the opportunity to not be engaged in nothing more than thought. So my attention turned to the idea of life and the other side of life. And more recently to decouple from the idea that life after death is a human condition where is the line only mammals ... In an afterlife are there a trillion cows roaming the expanse the of the unknown on the pastures of the other side. If one open the class from human life to all life then then the characteristics of the afterlife expands by many orders of magnitudes. So we need to posit a theory so we can throw stones at it. Theories are like that, they have to survive.So here we go. Now I am sure there are others who may have aligned with this theory but here we are talking about me and my quest to live with the roar of the distant sound of the waterfall(death) or as the tarot portrays death as a transition. The theory i want to posit is that life force is another dimension and when a person or a fly is born it sucks life force into the present 4 dimensions and when life ends it returns to that dimension but as a formless force. But not as an instant transfer but as butter on a hot skillet. Slowly melting until the entity returns to the mono entity of life force.